today, i came to school at 8 friggin 30 only to realize that my morning class had been cancelled. that, & considering i slept at about 4 and woke up at 7 just to make it to school on time, i think truly warrants a "FML".
...well i feel like a jom but there's no one to go with me, and it somehow feels too fresh&early to go alone. idk why. weird, i know. oh mlbro has this new thing, with a funny little mint ball that you press to supercharge the menthol. hahaha. i think it's friggin cute cos it sounds like a superpower. ICEBLAST!!pewpewpew. o goodness i love it. so qroo.
anypoo here are snapshots from the halloween weekend. more on fb, eventually.
^oops..
oh shites i forgot to call launch to make my booking. die. shall go for a jom & call nao. later pixies.
I was out getting last minute halloween stuff when one of my group mates texted me something that went like this:
"Reminder. We're having a meeting at blahblahblah, pls come now"
Me: Huh? o.o
Then followed some cryptic msg that I didn't understand. I replied and then. Nothing. I tried calling, but no answer. All this while, I am walking back to school. I get to the gsr, peer in, and lo and behold, I don't recognize a soul.
Me: WHUT the fck. WHUUUT the fck.
Just called my other group mate. Turns out, there's no meeting. -.- She texted me by mistake.
NOOoooOOOoooOOoooOOOOOoooOOO!! ..GGXXNORMY.
But whatever, I meditated and calmed my soul and now I'm over it.
Anyway I'm off to watch MJ's This Is It. I hope it's good. Cos it's gonna make me damn late. Gotta hurry back home after the movie to hurry hurry get ready. I still don't know how I'll look in my costume. I shoulda really gone with my original plan and be the White Rabbit from Alice, very apt leh.
Oh my furry ears and whiskers, look how late it's getting!
Omg, I have to find a way to get all the way to friggin CHANGI. Far.. Sewper far. But should be worth it. :)
PS. Btw, this kind of goes without saying since I'm typing this right now, but I survived the past few days of hell!! :) 2 presentations + 1 midyear. Yay. Time to celebrate :D
she told me not to cling on to the vestiges of something that i know causes me pain, even though i tell myself it doesn't, or that the pain is worth it -- it's probably not. true, it wasn't. i clung on because I thought "some day". and then i clung on because it became a habit, and a matter of pride. i did that twice. maybe thrice. it hurt for years. i guess i never learnt. i guess you will take time to see it as well.
it's a pity. i was happy during that time, however brief. question: why is this happening anyway? i certainly don't know. in fact i don't know to the point that i don't even know if there's an issue in the first place. maybe this is all bad coincidence and conflict of moods.
oh and it's so fucked up that i can't take these falls anymore. it's like in one of those video games where you've gone too long taking hits from all the fucking zombies, and you haven't found a health pack/cure/life/health boost for damn fucking long, and so every hit you get really hits you damn hard.
last night it hit so hard the ground shuddered. and my shoulders along with it.
it's a feeling all too familiar. all the same i hadn't expected it to come. that sucks. what's wrong with everybody. i honestly think we could be so happy if only we wanted to.
oh and rip little puppy. ;(
i'm sick of everything around me being so transient. i hope there's an reason for this. honestly, give it a chance.
i swear my period is coming. i'm pmsing/moodcrashing like fuck.
xtc.
steffi: crazed by choice, believed to be a bunny, is a disney princess, has a lousy habit of oversleeping every other thing, does not deal well with rejection or technology, has a love affair with the stage and will accept love, money, booze or gummies.
i don't do drugs just hugs. (sugar coma leaves me high)